I can't seem to hear anything.

"We are close and we share everything so i thought you ought to know...This may not be the end...I just needed to think...Its not you...Its my doubts about myself...Maybe i have never loved you but treated you as my best friend...one day i work up and realize...you are not the person i can picture spending my life with...i can't picture...i am not convinced...i care about... i don't want this to end...i am afraid...i just don't know...my friends said...he broke up...similarities...stark...3 1/2 years... 4... i enjoyed being with you...i don't know... it's my doubts...it's not you...it's never you... it's me... i never asked for a break up... that's not what i want...perhaps it is...i don't know... i just wanted you to know... a can of worms... i thought we could share everything... there is nothing you can do... you have done enough... i don't have the conviction you do... do you... i need... think... make or break... i am scared... has it been real... yes... no... i enjoyed being with you... my best friend... comfort... security... is that all... special... you are special..."

BUT YOU MAY HAVE NEVER LOVED ME!

I have not, could not listen.
I could not have, have not understood.

Is this pain?